PRAY FOR JERONIMO

Familia,

good news: my spacebar works this week

Well I'm keeping this one short because I want to try to send pictures home.. they almost all got deleted again.

Jeronimo accepted a baptismal date!!!!!  Fasting works people.  He should be getting baptized this Saturday but he has a lot of doubts.  His wife could not be more unsupportive.  We aren't allowed in their house anymore, but luckily we can still meet with him in a member's house.  Tonight we are going to have a FHE with him in the bishops house so we hope to help him keep his ánimo for his baptism on Saturday!  Please pray for him!  We need to see a miracle this week.

I love the miracle of the Restoration of Christ's church.  The other night we showed Luvia and her kids the 20 minute video of Joseph Smith and the Restoration.  As I sat there across from them next to the video player I felt the Spirit fill the little room they all live in.  As I saw their faces intently watching this amazing story I was filled with hope and amazement.  Heavenly Father knows them.  He knows each of us, whether we live in a little trashed room with 6 people in the hills of Guatemala or if we live down the street from the conference center in salt lake.  He has a plan for each of us, but too many still have no idea what He has in store for them.  I can only begin to imagine how happy He was as His children who do not yet know Him were starting to understand the truth.  If only they knew how important this is for them.  Good thing the misioneras do though :)  This message is way too important not to share it.

I love my Savior and I love this work.

Oh and I love my family too :)

NEC

Hermana Yates

MYSPACE BAR DOESN'TWORK

Familia,

hi i have a lot to say butmy spacebar doesn't workvery well soimight get bored after awhile sorry!

THE RUNDOWN:

-so.... what happens whenmy danskos fall apart...?  i think they'reon theverge but the ladies in the sister missionarymall toldmetheywould lastmywholemission... todavía me falta mucho tiempo!!

We made a nativity. Guatemalan style.

-hahahahaha ohmy imdying at that video clip! send a million videosplease 

-thank you sueann!!! those cookies were so good!!!

We FINALLY got to start the restoration with Luvia afterteaching the lawof chastity for a few months.  No her boyfriend isn't gone yet, and noheis not a good person. We found out somestuff abouthimyesterday.......butit's the kind of stuff that they say not to write home tomomabout haha so il wait on that one. sorry!  but anyways, they understand it and her kids areso pilas!  we changedtheir baptismal dateto february so they havemoretimetolearn because les cuesta entender but it will be SWEET

So recently the church has changed the way they are doing things here inlatinamerica. they wantthemtobe self sufficient and paytheir tithing and fast offerings,which almostnoonedoeshere.  Now, themissionaries herehave topayas much as we do in the u.s.  ....which meansthatno one here can affordto go on missions.  itis so sad because there are many who are waiting fortheir calls orwho were going tosendtheirpapers in andnowthey can't go because they don'thave close to enough money.  Itmakesmesosad to know howamazingthemission is and think of all the experiences they could have and they mightnot be abletogo..

White elephant office Christmas party

hermano Jeronimo Amaya has been an investigator for a little over a year.  He has gonetochurch inhis whiteshirt , tie, nice pants, nice shoes, andbackpack full of manuals and scriptures and a hymnbook faithfully for a year. if you didn'tknowhim you'd thinkhe was a member!  He has been nervous togetbaptized andhas alwayswanted towait, mainly becausehis family isn'tprogressing ashe is.  Hiswifecouldnotbe moreopposed toit,actually.  We havealwaysinvitedhimtobaptism buthe alwayswantedtowait.  until the othernight :):):)

as soon aswe sat down tohaveourlessonwith himtwonights ago, he said, Hermanas, ihave something iwanttosharewith you.  On the13th, iprayed and openedmy bible and read ascriptureaboutnot fearing.  Iloveditsomuch.  

wewere a littleconfused butsaid, that'sgreat thatyoulikedthatscripture! 

thenhe says,but thenon the 14thIprayed again andi opened my bookof mornonto arandom pageandstartedreading. Iopenedto Ether 4. Iloveverse 18.  ((go read it))

We got thebiggestsmiles and asked why heloveditsomuch.  hesaid thatheknew thatit washisanswer. That he couldn'tignore itanylonger.  He knew he had to bebaptized andhe had todoit soon.  It wassoso special and Hermanaallen andi were crying and congratulating him. ....then his wife came storming in.  walking back and forth inthe room and pointing athimshe yelled that she did notsupporthim inhis decision de ser bautizado.  She never hoped it would happen, they got married in the catholic church, and thatthe day he got baptized shewould divorce him. then shestomped upthestairs and slammed thedoor. uhhhhhhhhhh...awkward.  he apologized, butinsistedon being baptized.  he was stillin church on sunday and saidhewants tobebaptizedtoset theexample for hisfamily.  we arefastingforhim today in hopes that tonight he wil accepta baptismal date!  prayforhim!!

oki gotta go, this keyboard iskillingme.

love you all!

Our Light in the Wilderness

Familia,

 

Talk about a shock.  My heart aches for Bryce Astle's family.  I can't believe it.  He is so great.  Keep them in your prayers.

 

THE RUNDOWN:

-We got fleas this week.  Oh the joys of clean investigators..........

-We moved into a new house.  A HUGE ONE.  Like, 3 stories huge.  But now the plumbing is having problems and the toilet was having issues.. and we didn't have a plunger.  We tried to get creative with trash bags and duct tape to try to make our own plunger.. yeah let's just say that didn't work out too well.  I think we will be looking for a plunger today

-I never thought I'd be dying of cold in Guatemala

 

Another rollercoaster of a week.  I love being a missionary so much, but man, is it exhausting!

 

We are working a lot with our families with baptismal dates.  As usual, they are having a hard time.  Whenever people make efforts to follow Christ, Satan decides to work a lot harder on them.  It's kind of a buzz kill really.  We did have an interesting lesson with Luvia.  She is living with her boyfriend who treats her horribly.  She used to work in the strip club down the road and she has had a very rough life.  We taught the law of chastity to her, her boyfriend, and her son.  She cried as she told us how badly she wants to change.  With a broken heart she told us that if she had had someone telling her this when she was younger her life would have been very different.  She pleaded with her son to listen to us and live the law of chastity so that he could have a better life than she is living.  It was sad but special to help her know where to turn for forgiveness and hope.

 

Yesterday we were having a rough day.  People are going through hard times and sometimes it is overwhelming to have a whole new set of people in every house tell you about everything that is going wrong, their regrets, and their doubt.  When our investigators are having a hard time, it's hard not to blame myself.  Sometimes I feel like if I could just do a little more, their burdens would be lighter.  We weren't finding people, the familia Ibarra was doubting their decision to be baptized, Luvia wasn't there, and we were frustrated.  We decided to visit a couple who were baptized last year.  They weren't too happy either and were struggling with their own set of trials.  We sang a hymn and I felt a prompting to read Mosiah 24 with them.  We had another lesson planned but I felt like for some reason they needed to hear that instead.  I asked my comp if we could change the plan and defeatedly she said that she didn't care anymore.  So I rolled with it haha.  After we read it they started telling us about what had happened that morning.  They are a very young couple with little boys.  They hadn't received money in a while and weren't expecting a pay check for another week.  They had no food.  The young mother started crying talking about how she had started sobbing in the morning realizing that she had nothing to feed her children before church.  She prayed and felt peace.  When her kids asked "Mama, aren't we going to eat breakfast?" she sadly gave them a drink of water and they headed off to church.  She came home and found some old tortillas, oil and beans and they were able to eat lunch gratefully.  She and her husband were so grateful for the scripture passage we read with them and with tears in their eyes they knew it was an answer to their prayers.  That tomorrow is another day and they would get by.

 

Sometimes God doesn't take our problems away, but He will always guide us, lift us, and lighten our burdens so we can learn, progress, and remember Him.  He tells us not to worry, that He will provide a way.

 

"And I will also be your light in the wilderness; and I will prepare the way before you, if it so be that ye shall keep my commandments; wherefore, inasmuch as ye shall keep my commandments ye shall be led towards the promised land; and ye shall know that it is by me that ye are led." 1 nephi 17:13.

 

Our wilderness could be many things.  A bad day, a broken heart, a loved one lost, lost hope.  Our promised land could be a better day, hope found, repentance, happiness, eternal life.  No matter what our wilderness is, no matter what our struggle is, Christ is our light in the wilderness.  He will lead us to our promised land as we trust in Him and rely on His love.  We will always know that He is the one leading us to something better and more beautiful.

 

NEC

Hermana Yates

Happy New Year

Familia,

THE RUNDOWN:

-I think you could all guess by now as to how Guatemalans celebrate new years.... BOMBS.  and tamales.  woooooooo!

-Is it ironic that I shared a million lessons on new years goals and how important they are.. and I hate making new years goals?

-My last haircut was a big fail, so hermana Allen and I cut my hair yesterday.  yikes................. rewind button anyone?

I think the Lord has decided to be extra loving this week (if that's even possible).  We were able to place 9 baptismal dates this week with people who are truly progressing and have such a strong desire to change their lives and accept Christ more fully.  We are so excited to help them learn more, strengthen their testimonies, and make this important decision in their lives!

On New Years day we had interviews with President and Hermana Curtiss and the assistents.  It was great and they  helped us all self-evaluate and make new plans in order to improve as a mission and as individual missionaries in our individual areas.  To truly have a personal conversion.  To truly be dedicated to the work and get rid of any distractions.  We have been fasting every week for the past 6 weeks in order to get rid of our distractions and it has helped so much.  Who knew fasting could be so awesome and bring us so much closer to our Father in Heaven?? I sure didn't before the mission.

So for those of you who don't know, the mission is a pure emotional rollercoaster.  I swear my emotions go up and down and up and down and up and down at least 27 times every day.  In every lesson, really.  Someone is ready to accept a fecha, then someone doubts the answers they have already received, then someone read in their Book of Mormon, then someone found out their husband cheated on them and has another child, then that husband brings the patoja to live in the house with his other child, then investigators go to church, then recent converts go out drinking with their friends, then Luvia is FINALLY there when we place an appointment to come back, then her boyfriend is abusive and won't leave.  HOLY SMOKES it is exhausting!   But really great at the same time!  Haha sometimes I feel a little like Heavenly Father must feel when he watches us progress and then make stupid mistakes.  Having this limited view on eternity is a little hard sometimes, isn't it?  I feel like we are always here cheering on our investigators, guiding them, giving them what they need to succeed, and then it is heart breaking when they fall short of their potential.  JUST TRUST US!  JUST TRUST IN YOUR SAVIOR!  TRUST IN REVELATION!  I feel like that must be what my Father in Heaven wants to tell me sometimes.  We can trust Him.  We can trust our Savior.  We can trust in revelation and gain our own witness of the truthfulness of this gospel and the reality of God's love.  I hope to be able to do that better this year, as well as hope our investigators do the same.

I love you all!

NEC

Hermana Yates